Rocking Out,,,,


Rocvking out at work tonight... A litle "Sister Christian" to get me through the night shift here at BB... Just realizing that everything is all a matter of how you look at... A good friend and major force in my life taught that "the universe never says no--only we do..." That is getting me through things because it is vcery easy at times to look at all you don't have, all you want, all you imagine you need...

I think that is where the trouble starts... here is mouch that we want for, that we 5think that we need and that we should have... Money, a boyfriend, a successful career by a certain point, a certain lifetsyle or a certain way of being or looking... I am starting to realize that it is finding the happiness in what we have as we go that make sit better...

Sometims it is a easy a cute t-shirt from target, or the hills lit up at night.... That the simpleness of that pretty stuff can get us past the all the bills, the fiughts, the drama, the thoughts that make us feel so small... That wanting is not the end goal but realizung what you have is the only thing that is real...

We can want to be a million things or in a million places... And that is fine as long as it is not a judgement against what I already have....