From Lucy--which is From Erika Lopez

"as i came out of The Abyss, i decided that if i was going to live and not die, then i would not just be resurrected as a consumer. i wouldn't just take up space and use up a lot of crap. i wanted to be a part of revolutionary change among the idealistic and optimistic. i wanted to take my anger and newfound enthusiasm and make happiness and peace and goodness AGGRESSIVE. i wanted to LOVE AGGRESSIVELY.

the picture of the 115 pound californian yoga teacher sitting on a mat in cool spandex didn't do a thing for me. it wasn't happiness porn.

but the idea of taking a running leap at anyone i love does look like happiness porn for me. and whoever rolls their fucking post postmodern eyes at me will get their tsk tsking little throat ripped out by my teeth.

la la la...

go have a good fucking day. go love someone loudly. and if they roll their eyes or say you're silly, tell them it's a shame they missed the best damn love of the day.

yeah. you all are fucking amazing. now go act like it before you die or someone else dies. be hostile with your affection. yeah. "

Ms. E. Lopez , my hero.

thanks lucy