Like a shiny surface.

I’ve been rather reflective as of late. Not for any major reasons or end goals but just because that’s where I am at. And it’s not the usual ‘Dawson’s Creek’ navel gazing but just the need to really look at where I am and where I want to go.

It’s not like there is some huge list of places I feel the need to be or ways that I have to change. Rather it’s more about seeing what is honestly going on with my life for good and bad. And it’s good for the most part but I just feel like a few things need to be revisited and retouched for my life to really be headed the way that I want.

It’s about the social stuff and romantic goals—creative detours and new challenges that I need to push myself through. And I’m not doing it for anyone else—even though some of these choices could have long-term effects—because that isn’t real change.

What is even more interesting to me is that everyone I know is in some small way doing the same thing—whether it is wearing more pink, or dating the boy, or asking for what they want or getting rid of what they don’t need. I’d like to think that these changes are for the best….

But that has yet to be determined…. Hopefully things will be clearer soon.