Words Get in the Way

So I’ve taken some time off from writing, blogging, and journaling—whatever you want to call it. I could say I was too busy with ‘things’ like camping or prom or Big Brother or a million other things. But none of that is true. I just needed a break.

Not from reflection but from putting it all out there for everyone. My last few entries were covering this process but were being misinterpreted. People were reading my words as signs of depression when they were just me working through my thoughts. It takes time for me to push through my issues, my problems—I’m not some one who jumps to solutions or action but rather tries to see things through before acting.

And what the problem was various people thinking I was upset or sad and approaching me about this and then I started to question if this was true which then made me depressed and turning into a mental circle jerk of confusion. So I just took some time to piece it together myself.

Have I figured everything out? Not yet but I know that I have time to do it. And a way for it to happen.