It’s Hard Being Sexy Liked and Crazy

The last 24 hours have been a bit of everything. So much so that only a list will do any justice.

--Yesterday morning. Not enough sleep. Realized that the boy is quite over the cold sore and thus kissable. Decide to not smoke and use patch.

-- Early morning @ work. Clusterfuck begins as demands for unreasonable turn around on tapes. Am making labels when I snap and realize I am doing only post work and not any real story work.

--Late morning @ work. Realize that I should just give notice. Attempt to give my two weeks with boss. Am convinced to stay via a combination of compliments and threats.Am also annoyed by e-mail debacle over birthdays and people not being invited. I give up on friends briefly.

--Early afternoon. Lunch with Patty. We talked about her new boy, my old boy, Have salads and soda/coffee. Very “Sex in the City”.

--Early evening. Get ready to leave work after putting out a major fire. Wonder if I missed my calling and should have become an emergency management person.

--Evening. Walking home and remember that I am supposed to stop by Pier One to visit with Charity. Have to give her my tax papers so she can hook me up. That and it would be a nice day to get a hug.

--Mid Evening. Meet up with Charity after being sexually propositioned. Very nice to see her and run into old boss as well. Debate by new entertainment center since on sale and I have my Pier One card still. Charity suggests a late dinner and since the boy works late—figure I can do that.

--Evening cont. Spend time waiting for Charity by shopping in bookstore. End up buying three Jane Austen books and completing my set. Charity and I meet up and head to 4 N 20 for a fast nice dinner.

--Late Evening. Get home—have snippy talk with Mrs. Garrett about needing phone line. Debate slapping her. Restrain self with thoughts of touching her, which grosses me out. Find two messages from boy. Call Samuel and am very disappointed to realize that he will not be coming over. Get snappish due to the fact that with Edie’s return I will not have much time for him over the next week which is why I made a point of wanting to see him that night. Am curt on phone.

--Later evening. Still annoyed and debate going and buying smokes for simple reason that I know continued smoking will annoy him later on. Realize I am not mad at him but really wanted a snuggle/kissing session. Decide to get ice cream cone and coffee instead of smokes and head to 7-11.

--End of evening. Come back with hot chocolate—which is not I—and drumstick ice cream. Jac is outside smoking and we talk for a bit. Break down and have a smoke—almost break down and go with her and new roommate to lesbian bar. Jac gives me another smoke. I head to bed.

--This morning. Wake up REALLY late for me. Jump out of bed and run around getting ready for work. Combined several tasks to make morning routine faster. In shower and realize that I never mopped the kitchen floor which is gross and Edie returns today. After shower I hand scrub parts of kitchen floor. Debate leaving death threat about the clean kitchen to Mrs. Garrett but too late as it is.

--Later morning. Realizing I have not time for food I suddenly remember that I have a drumstick ice cream in freeze since to depressed to eat it last night. Feel ridiculously charming as walk to work eating ice cream. Am still annoyed about the boy and last night but find myself smiling at people as I finish off dessert. Decide that I do want a soda on way into office and end up buying smokes too.

---Noon—Almost get someone fired at work. Also discover that all writing staff will leave soon and so more possibilities await me. Have coffee and write blog for a bit.