So...now I am freaking out... Came home from fun little day trip with Lizzy, Natatlie and Dak to find out that I have to go to the meeting this week or I lose my benefits..... AM freaking out..... Cause of damn bus strike issues cannot figure out a way to Canoga Park for this crap. Have to take a 3 HOUR meeting on how to find a job--how to use the internet, retraining classes and other useless crap.... I guess I have to see if there is anyone I can beg to help me out... Though I do also have an interview torromow too..... I am so pissed right now............................... But more freaking out in a why-don't-I-throw-myself-in-traffic kind of way......