Words

I love words—it’s the writer in me. They have meaning and purpose and change and evolve and give depth and understanding to so many things. Without them I feel lost but sometimes I still feel out of sorts when I don’t know how to use them.

See—there have been some changes in my vocabulary and I am trying hard to work my head around how they are being used. It’s not because of the speaker because I know that they are being sincere and genuine but I can’t get past what the words meant to me before. I know that’s not fair and I am trying to process through but…

I have been freaking out. But this is only about me and my own bag of crazy,

And I know that I am being roundabout and silly and overly dramatic,

All I can say is I’m trying.