It’s Weird.

It feels a bit weird as of late—the new computer arrived, is set up and has already turned one of it’s many tricks—printing out the first of a handful of very needed resumes. It’s hard to not feel like I shouldn’t have the new machine—the medical bills, the future unemployment, the fact that (as Kirby points out) it will be outdated in like 2 years and so maybe I should have thought about it more.

But I know I needed it because my last machine—Caulfield was the name (after Holden as well as Maxwell)--was very old and couldn’t do a lot of things like burn cds or scan photos or print or even go on the internet. So I do need this for multiple reasons. It is just weird to feel like this isn’t an expensive toy but a necessity.

It doesn’t help that I have bought a lot of clothes in the last few months.