I am scared right now that I know the things I want but to go after them puts me at risk and I don’t know if I’m capable of that. It’s like when I’m skating and I know some tricks really well but there’s a bunch I don’t know and I’m worried if I try to learn them I’ll just send up hurting myself so I don’t move forward. I don’t want to be stagnant and I don’t want to settle but I don’t know how to trust that shaking off those elements won’t leave me more hurt. And I know I’m not the  only person who feels this way but I wish that one of those other people would share the secrets of how to get over this feeling