So Life Is Fine.

Things of late have been rather sedate and boring. The new job has started—it’s not bad and kind of campy and doesn’t make me want to throw things or vomit so… I guess that is good. I like the people I work with and well—the way the show is being run it is going tons last longer than any of us think so… More money—yeah!

Outside of that—I have been rather low key. Hung out with Kirby—talked about writing which made me quite happy to see her get back into the liking of things creative. I’ve doing slightly normal things like paying bills and buying socks and hiding out watching “Queer As Folk” and wondering how much I am not fabulous—as of late.

The thing is that I feel I am avoiding certain people because I can’t handle them. The need, the chaos, the weight of who they are and what they want of me is just too much. It’s like I want everything but can take nothing. I’m just waiting for certain things to settle themselves and then maybe I’ll be fine.

At least I hope so.